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I have came to a stage that the idea of socializing no longer appeals me.I don't care about them.I dislike the  their plastic flattery or extreme honesty.Especially those who only does one or another.Or spending tedious time in bars with groups just to appear as someone's social accessorie.Im cool with just being with real people,real people that will love me with no condition,people that only have your best interest at heart.Why fuel yourself with alcohol and surround yourself with people that care nothing about you apart from the number of presence that surround them?Or how much tequila should they order or how wasted they were aiming to get?You can get wasted and have a massive laugh with them or they will even made you feel a moment of acceptance,but when you need them the most,they will not be there for you.I am not saying I don't have anyone to go to but I  treasure my family more than ever now.I don't get to see them very often as Im mostly away.